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Tweak says, "Arrrg, matey! Meh eyeeeee!"

nymphadora TONKS (smokyiris) wrote,
@ 2011-10-01 18:06:00

-Private-
One week. I gave myself one week to mope. And if he doesn't want to make any effort to see me or talk or get me back, then fine. Clearly this wasn't important enough.

Now it's back to pinks and purples and cheer, or at least faking it.

Who's up for drinks? I've finally got a free Saturday night. Though I'll warn you, Romeo's decided he (she?) doesn't like to go anywhere without me, so he (she?) will be coming along as well. But he (she?) is pretty good at sleeping in my pocket, so there you have it.

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	cw_dragonman 2011-10-01 11:50 pm UTC (link)
	Romeo? I'm missing Romeo, ~~and it's master~~. There's a group of us, going out for drinks as well. You are welcome to join us, if you care to. [Private to Tonks] I want to speak with you, if you'll let me. Been keeping my distance, as you directed me to, but its driving me a bit mad, truth be told. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	smokyiris 2011-10-02 03:53 am UTC (link)
	I don't think that's the best idea, considering. -Charlie- No one's stopping you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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cw_dragonman
2011-10-02 05:22 am UTC (link)

....!!

...can we meet?

Please?

So I can at least tell you how sorry I am in person.

....look, never mind if we bomb as a couple, Tonks. You are like my best friend, and I don't like this, not being able to tell you what's going on with me, or seeing you, or dropping round for tea or anything....

And I don't want our friends to feel weird about stuff either. Poor Barnaby, I can't tell if he's coming or going, but he let me stay at his place and he feels guilty about whether to tell you or not.

I didn't see that potentially happening. Maybe you had better forthought about things like that, you always did. But it just sucks.

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-Charlie-

smokyiris
2011-10-02 06:23 am UTC (link)

I'll always be your friend, Charlie. And things are going to be awkward. It isn't about apologies. It's about me not being ready for anything serious, and I'm not sure you are either. I just don't know, and it isn't something you can talk me into, like cliff-diving or something.

I don't want to feel weird about it or make our mates feel weird about it. It's rotten, the whole thing, but I don't know what to do.

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Tonks

cw_dragonman
2011-10-02 05:46 pm UTC (link)

Tonks, I promise I won't try to talk you into anything, really. I want to be able to look you in the eye and tell you I'm sorry. Because I really am.
You went right to my head ~~and I fell hard and saw a future with you~~ and I started thinking well..crazy thoughts. For the first time...about a woman. I guess just be flattered.

And its not like I want to hang out that much. ~~I'm not sure I can do that~~. I only want things to go back to the way things were, if at all possible. I tease you. You tease me. We chat it up. And things are more..normal..I guess.

If you don't want to meet, its okay I guess. I sort of said what I wanted to say to you here.
~~sigh. It looks like its really over then. No reason to hope for more...~~.

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	riverlee 2011-10-02 01:27 am UTC (link)
	Naming him Romeo sets a bad precedent. One night he'll see you asleep, think you're dead, and then off himself. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	smokyiris 2011-10-02 03:52 am UTC (link)
	At least he'll keep things interesting then, eh? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	riverlee 2011-10-02 04:16 am UTC (link)
	I'll remember you said that when you're all weepy over his tiny grave. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	smokyiris 2011-10-02 06:24 am UTC (link)
	Fair enough. I think he thinks I'm his (her?) Juliet. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	riverlee 2011-10-03 12:57 am UTC (link)
	Arise, fair Juliet and something, something with the envious moon, or something. (Reply to this) (Parent)